Gosh. Sometimes I really just want something, really bad. I just want it, and I would like for it to be nowish, and I would like for it to show up on my door step, I mean, is that too much to ask?
I have always been a rush through it to get the end result kind of person, patience is not my strength. I am not the girl who double checks her math, I rarely use levels, I have tried every fad diet that promises weight loss in the first two days, why? Because I want it, and I want it now! I don't want to wait, I don’t want to prolong the process, I want it now please!
Let me tell y’all something, this is not a good way to do things. There are many examples in my life where if I would have waited a little longer, or double checked my math or stopped to make sure I was doing things the right way, things would have ended up being way better. I would have had better grades, been healthier and there would be a lot fewer holes in our walls (sorry Babe). I was on my time which didn't always weigh out the options, or think through things, or wait for something better, it was all about NOW.
Through our moving process there has been so much waiting, waiting for the right job, waiting for the right city, waiting for the right house, and the list goes on. This time, with the help of my Husband, we waited for the right thing. We prayed and discussed and hoped for the perfect opportunity for our family and God heard us, and in His time, he showed us this wonderful opportunity here in Macon, Ga. When we got into the house I figured all this waiting would be over and everything would be easy and perfect. I don’t know why these ideas get into my head but they do. Things are not perfect, they are not always easy and worst of all, there is still waiting involved in all of the areas of my life, but I know if I pray, if I wait, if I don’t just rush through, the right things will happen, just not always on my “nowish” timing.